Best place to get help is in the forums. Posting just the way you did. You stated your situation and told how you felt about it. And the most important thing you did in your post was to let people know what you need from the members of pc. I did your post and thought about what you said. I have noticed there are more people coming here. As far as the mood change of the board, it just is that way right now. Considering that this board deals with mood and personality disorders, things will ebb and flow with time. But in all consideration, I think that this board is great