that is so great, Dream. I just read through this and am struck by your courage, to be so open with T, to take such risk with sharing your innermost feelings & thoughts & needs & wants. It takes strength to do that. You and T have a beautiful relationship, it's great to follow along on your process of working through this, even though I know it's not been easy for you (that part has NOT been great!)
so glad you get to see her twice a week now, too!