Is this your general doc your going to or a psych? Im guessing general. Which just telling him how your feeling not always will have him come to the assumption your suffering from OCD. It would really be good if you could go to a Psychologist and talk about the things your having to deal with.

Also dont be emberrassed, im sure you dont want everyone in the world to know, is this something your keeping from your parents and close friends? A support group will help alot, and if the people close to you are there for a shoulder to lean on all the better. I dont suffer from OCD so I guess I cant comment on anything else but keep your head up and dont be afraid to speak out about it. Good Luck to you, we are all here to help as much as we can!

~Mark~