Rayna,
Sorry you are feeling burned out-- it must be very tough. I hope you are doing better today. You are entitled to some slothy-type days, you've been working so hard at it.
I have an older sister that has made it for 8 years-sober and a brother that won't even take the first step-- so I understand a little.
Be gentle to yourself and remember- when others scared you by saying how they related and pulled away and drank-- that is them-- not YOU. You are your own self and can make your own choices-- because some falter doesn't mean all do!
I wish you much peace in your mind and hope you are doing OK. You can PM me if you like.
Thinking of you,
Mandy
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