((((Pixy)))) Big Hugz to you!! I, too, know how you feel. Depression has plagued me most of my life. I hope you find at least some comfort here among people that know what you're dealing with. It's not easy, but there are ways it can be helped. PsychCentral is a great place to meet new people! I'm new here too, and I have been warmly welcomed! I feel right at home now! I know you will also.