Thanks a lot guys. I'm just having a weak day, ever since I woke up. With all of this free time on my hands I have a lot of time to ponder issues that one would usually ignore. I'm coming to the conclusion I have so many open wounds that have been festering over the years that I never fully addressed. I want to write a post about it but I feel like it will be 2 pages long and nobody will want to read it. I know I need to get into therapy, I just haven't found a therapist I'm comfortable with yet (I've only met with one). I think I really just need a good friend right now, I just don't have any.