Hi again Irish,

Yep you answered my question, and it looks as if you are on the path of success. As far as your weight goes, I think we all have some feature about us that we are not happy with. Even top notch bodybuilders are not satisfied with how their bodys look. Well, at least some of them I know!
Anyway, try and try again, the key to success is repetition! If you fail once or twice, big deal, keep trying, Never surrender, Never give up!!! The journey of 1000 miles begins with the first step! You can do this and when you do, you will be so proud of yourself. Guaranteed.
Good luck to you in your endeavors,

SongBird