I think what your t did was unethical, and i would be just as upset as you are!!! I would contact her again and tell her you need to work with her toward closure, and not just be suddenly sent off! Most patients when they are going to terminate use the last several sessions to sum up the progress that has been made in therapy and prepare for termination. They don't just get cut off like that! I also would let her know her reason for referring you because, without such information, you are blaming yourself. I don't think she is handling this situation well and that it is damaging to you. I am so sorry you're feeling this pain. I can only imagine how awful it must feel. Safe hugs from me if you want them. I care!