Glad you're feeling a little better. I'm sorry for your struggles, I've struggled with depression too, I'm in college, and in my last year of undergrad, and believe me, this summer was so hard and then the first week of classes I got so overwhelmed that I wanted to drop out and not be in school anymore...but I'm so glad that I started reaching out to people and that I didn't drop out of school, because now I know that I'll get a much better job if I stay in school. I know school can be really rough sometimes, especially high school, because maybe other people your age dont' really know how do deal with whatever it is you are going through.

Be proud of yourself for reaching out to people on here, and I'm glad that your taking small steps to maybe seek some professional help. Believe me, those professionals are trained, and hopefully they are caring and also really do want to help you, even though the journey can be tough. It's a life long journey, so hang in there.