Thanks everyone for your replies... I was beginning to think no one was listening to me or seeing my post or you know exnoring me....but it felt good to have some replies to read and kind words to hear...
I have not talked to my T about this last time.... I did tell him I was struggling with some home issues and he asked if I felt like harming myself over it and I told him it depends on what you call harming...he asked if I had been SIing and I told him yes but not how bad it was.... I think the one should have gotten stitched but to late now....it just will leave a terrible scar...my MD doctor knows I SI and he has been understanding...but I am just so fearful of how the ER will handle it and I am so scared of being locked up because of it...
Renwolf.....thanks for the site and I printed out the bill of rights...did not know there was such a thing...nice to know and have and thanks a bunch for sharing it with me...
thanks again everyone... I just hate being like this so much...UGH