Thank you for the birthday wishes

I don't think that he will want me back. I think he trully believes that he loves this new woman.... If his feelings for me could just suddenly end I guess it's possible he fell in true love with someone else. My heart says not possible but my gut says who knows...

I cannot have the hope that we will someday get back together - not even if with all my heart it's what I would like. My rational side says that I would be an insecure mess if we did ever reconcile. It would take a lot of therapy to earn the trust back I think. He would have to move heaven and earth to be able to come back to me.

I move forward with an angry thought - That the relationship with her really doesn't work out and ends as quickly as it started, so he knows what it feels to be so lonely and sad and messed up. Nasty I know but I guess a little anger isn't sch a bad thing some of the time even tho it's not in my nature.

Love to everyone who has replied with advice and a kind listening ear.