sweetie the darkness is just a from of your deperssion brought on by your bi-piloar..

if you hvae been digonosed with It I agree with Ozzie go see a counsler or a therpist something..
You need to be able to speak with someone..
Suerley your mom or dad can help you with that.
I know parents can seem like they are ingoring you when they really are not.. They are just busy, just please do be safe..
Talk to us..

Keep us posted and talk to someone anyone..

we have a great wealth of information on bi-polar dont we on the fourms..

Look around see niche and hook into it, talk to others who have it.. see if they can help..

I have friends who have it, and everything you are saying sounds just like they did before they got on meds, and started counsling to get the help they needed.

We do care, you are not alone anymore ok.

Lady D.