I am feeling cheerful... and how strange it feels LOL I hope it lasts through out the night!

I know enough that I will move forward and my life will be better. The hard part of course is that I still care for him.

He did what I think of as a strange girly thing - asked if he can keep the photo of us that used to sit on his bedside table.... I said ok but I'd like a copy of it too.
I know that females are sentimental about that sort of stuff but I never expected him to be, especially seeing he's 'inlove' with another now. I don't think I could be that girl...not if he's keeping momento's...but then maybe I'm just strange

Off to have a birthday dinner and plan to enjoy myself no matter what is going on in my life right now!