Hi everyone. Just thought I would give a little update since my last post. Things have been going much better since my last post. I have gotten back together with the girl i had broken up with...we had a long talk about a lot of different subjects, sex being one of them and we were able to talk things out and things are a lot better now. I have let go of any other relationships that i had and am only seeing her now and that has made a huge difference as I am not comparing her to anyone else.

I am back on the anti depressants, what a difference they make. Without them it is almost like a living hell, with them everything is on an even keel. Thank God for them.

The whole childhood thing, well it is what it is and like I said before I have mostly come to terms with it.

Well that is all, just want to say thanks for everyone that posted their comments and concerns. take care and God bless