((((YouOme))))
Sorry you are going through so much right now. I am glad you are back with your children. That is important. For both them and you. You must be a good mom and they love you. That is somethng to hang onto.
I am glad to hear that your ex is helping you out. That helps. I know that things seem really hopeless, but they are moving forward. I know that you must miss your boyfriend, but maybe there is something waiting around the corner for you.
We never know why things happen, but there is always a reason. The friends you had that only reach out to you for themselves and were there only when you would party, are they really your friends? You deserve better than that. You are worth more than just partying.
I hope you are taking good care of you. Do something kind for yourself. Be gentle. Breathe. You are making good changes even though it may seem like it is moving slow. I do hear you. Please keep reaching out here and let us know how you are doing.
Sending you gentle hugs and loving thoughts.

dps