((((cafegrrrl))))

Breathe my friend. I know how frustrating it is and how bad you are feeling. But please take a minute and breathe. Sometimes it takes a long time to come up with a combination that will work for you. It will happen. I know that it seems like it is taking forever and I am sorry you are going through such a rough time. Please know that you are in my thoughts. Sending you gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps