((((CK23))))

I do not think God is unhappy with you or anything. You have done nothing wrong. Depression has a way of sneeking up on us at any given time and sucks you in before you even really know what is happening. It is not your fault. I am sorry you are feeling this way.

Sometimes there is a reason for our waiting. When the time is right, you will have the companion you want. Good things come to those who wait. And I know the waiting is not easy. But all in good time things will fall into place.

Until then, you have us. We are listening and we are here to help you through this. We do care. Please keep posting and letting us know how you are doing. Do something kind for yourself. Sending you gentle hugs.

dps