((((((((((Berries)))))))))))


No judgement here. I completely understand -- I've taken sleeping pills during the day so that I could just sleep. It's just so much easier to sleep than be awake and worrying, isn't it? It's easier not to have to feel that heaviness. Sometimes we'll do just about anything for a little peace.

I have no motivation most days either. I sit around thinking about all the things I should or could be doing and then I just ... don't. I haven't really figured out how to get past that yet, but I think it's definitely a step forward for you that you're being honest with yourself about all of this. The first step is admitting there's a problem, right?

You're not alone in feeling this way and there's nothing to be ashamed of. Sending lots of gentle hugs.