((((carrie-19))))

I am not sure what is going on but I think you should tell your doctor about this. It sounds like it is very bothering and I think it would be something you should take to him.

Do you see a t at all? Has something happened that would cause a body memory? I have censations but not of that. Please try to breathe and try not to hurt yourself. For it sounds like you already are feeling enough. When you hurt yourself, not only do you have to deal with what you hurt yourself for but also with what you have done.

I do understand though and I do validate what you are feeling. Please try to breathe and take one minute at a time. Even one second if the minutes seem too long. Please take care of yourself. This sounds like something you really need to get checked out.

Do you have anxiety? sometimes anxiety can cause you to feel certain ways. It is really important that you talk with your doctor about this as only he can really know what is going on.

Please keep posting and let us know how you are doing. We are here and listening. We care. Sending gentle hugs.

dps