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No one is going to judge you. We support and care very much about you. I think there have been some really good suggestions here. Please be careful with your meds. Taking them at the wrong times is not good. Talk to your doc about this. Be open and honest with him. They cannot help you if you do not tell them what is going on.

I liked what justfloating said, the first step to getting help with a problem is admitting there is one. This you have taken a step in the right direction for yourself. Reaching out here was a good thing to do but you need to take it now to your doctor.

We care about you so my friend. We are here to listen and to be here when you need us. Keep reachng out and know we love you. Sending you many gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps