Berries, I wouldn't judge you harshly based on this. If anything I admire you for being courageous enough to say this on the forums.

The only view change of you from this post is a greater understanding of the illness you face. This in no way shape or form reduces you in my eyes, you as a person are the same to me. I wish I could cure you. I wish I could cure myself and everyone else on these boards. But just because we're sick does not make us any less as people.

(((((Berries)))))