I am an only child and both of my parents are only children so there is not much family. I have a couple of people who I thought were my best friends (almost like the brothers I never had). I went all through high school being picked on and didn't have many friends. I am a very shy person. My parents are about 10 years older than my friends parents and they are totally different. It seems lately that my best friends and I keep getting into arguments about stupid things. When they are mad at me I feel so hurt cause I feel like I have noone! Well tonight was another argument and this one was pretty intense. I'm really beginning to think they really dont care and I really do have noone. I've told them many times how much they mean to me and how I don't know what I would do without them, but I dont think they take me seriously. I just felt like I needed to talk to someone cause I'm really upset about this whole thing and dont know what to do. I can't imagine life without them!