((((Emily_Strange))))

Breathe. Just breathe. Take a break for a minute and calm down. You cannot possible think without breathing. I hear you and I know you are frustrated. But you are anything but a disappointment. Look, you made it through school. You did not quit. You kept going despite all the trials. And you will keep going now.

I think you did a good job letting it out. I am glad you could. Holding all that within is not good for you. Thank you for sharing it with us. I am glad you did. I think you will do a great job when you find the one you are looking for. And it is there if you are persisitant and keep searching.

I know it can be a pain but it will pay off in the end. As far as the job you have now, no you did not deserve to be treated the way you were. I validate what you were feeling and you were pretty composed I think. Sorry you were treated so badly.

Please take care of you and do something kind for yourself. You deserve it. Know we are here and listening and hearing what you are saying. Hang in there and I wish you luck in finding a job. Please keep us posted on what you find and how you are doing.

Sending you many gentle hugs and loving thoughts.

dps