I went yesterday for all my test results. After sitting in the waiting room for 3 HOURS he pretty much told me there wasn't really anything wrong with me and sent me back to my regular doctor. I was so mad. I told him that I've been in so much pain that I can't even bend over without having stabbing pain. He just didn't even care. Said he would send a letter to my doctor that he didn't find anything. He said that there wasn't any bacteria in the culture. I told him that's why my doctor sent me to him in the first place. He didn't say a word and had the nurse walk me back out the door. The nurse seemed just as confused as I was about what he did. Made me feel like a complete idiot. I went home and cried for hours. Was so upset it triggered a lot of "s" feelings. Feel like why do I even try to tell anyone I'm sick if no one is listening. Kind of felt like I did when I was young and told someone about my abuse. Just send me out the door they don't want to hear about it. So I don't know anymore. I wonder how my doctor is going to react? I know she's not going to be happy with what this other doctor did. I did talk to my mom yesterday. For once in my life she was actually helpful. She's going to talk with one of her friends who's a nurse to help me find another doctor in her town. Maybe going to a larger city will help me get a better doctor. My mom said there is really something wrong with me. She said she can look at me and tell that herself. Even the ppl I work with are mad about yesterday. They can tell I'm sick as well. Just stupid doctors that can't. My mom said that normal ppl don't sleep 14 hours straight and then need a n*p a couple of hours later. Just so mad. I cried so much yesterday and I haven't eaten since sunday night, just don't feel like it.