I am afraid T will think I am just inventing symptoms as a way to hold on to being weird and dysfunctional. But I will try to tell her about it. I've also been wanting to start some inner child work, and I have some books I started reading (no, I haven't read in the books that I'm supposed to make random baby and animal sounds or anything like that, but I never get very far in reading either). I haven't shared the books or wanting to do inner child work with T either, although I have gone with the books in my bag and the intention to bring it up.