Sending you all good wishes and thoughts Amanda. May your present is peaceful and your future be bright! I am so sorry to read your story. I hope your aunt gets better soon and that you find a way to rest the past behind you. May your uncle's fears and disillusions, resentments and hostility clear the way for you to be with your aunt and I wish you strength and self belief! I also hope that if your nightmares persist look out for some therapy / help. And look after yourself! Hugs x