A_Long_Ways, that was really quite brave of you to reveal so much. Congratulations! I don't have any super great advice or anything, but I wanted you to know I read your post and I am sorry you're having such a crappy time right now. I'm sorry the girlfriend left when everything else was messed up. I don't know the whole story, I'm sure, but I bet her leaving had more to do with her, than you. Living in NY must be incredibly hard, I know its an expensive place.

Anyhow, just wanted you to know someone was listening.