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turquoisesea · Dec 07, 2009, 11:29 AM

I am having trouble getting out of isolation. After a fallout with a friend I'm afraid of seeing her. I already have some kind of mild social anxiety, and there's another friend who I haven't seen in a while but every time I think of calling her I put it off, scared because I'm not sure what to say.

I'm sitting here, my boyfriend is sleeping.
I feel like right now his lifestyle controls my life. I rely on HIM for social interaction. It's unhealthy. I don't leave the apartment without him, except for work. The apartment is always a mess which I hate, and we always ALWAYS end up on HIS late night schedule because I can't sleep while the light is on in our studio apartment. I do best in the morning and by the time I wake up its almost noon

I'm also trying to figure out which classes I should take next semester. I have an option to take a class WITH my boyfriend but I'm starting to wonder if this would be a good thing for me? It's instead of a class where I know NO ONE.