Dani - I understand completely and know how much it hurts when you just can't get anything out. Please don't give up. I was going to give up again but the people on PC convinced me it was ok to still go to therapy even if I couldn't talk. They said it was ok to go just to be there with the t and have his/her support, even if I had no words. They urged me to call the t - and I did - and he said the same - that sometimes people just go to feel safe from the world for the hour, and that that is ok. So I am going to go back and try it. I still can't talk, but I want to feel safe. And maybe when I do, at some point the words will finally come. I hope you can call, and go back and try again too.