ok................. are these tests, am l being tested and pushed to my very limits just to see what will happen because right now this is so not funny l thought l was doing all the right things but now l am falling back to old thinking....am l being punished for something, is this what l deserve.

we have no money.............he has decided to quit his job ( so hey no maintenance) wanted me to write his quit notice, the phone rings none stop people wanting money, they are gonna take my house.......... the pnurse she keeps making apponiments with me then cancelling as something more urgent comes up.............we have no T right now cus she quit..........pdoc cant see me for months and dodnt know where will get money for next lot of meds from............... today they say cholesterol is high and blood sugars too all the proper food costs too much and then tonite he calls to say he will take back the car on friday

please please no more................this is so not funny and my strength and resolve is so low right now........................please someone anyone answer this cus l just want to give up right now

im sorry