Hey Bethy and all, ever notice that I dont use the popular computer words? They don't feel like my words but here goes. I was triggered by posts on here relating to this subject and suddenly I was a child again wondering if I deserved the torture. I truly understand kids getting frustrated and angry with their parents. I have experienced that with my own kids. But it really scared me, the posts, the fact that kids can hate parents even if they are not bad. I am dealing with this on a lot of levels and I do not agree with Ozzie, this is a PTSD issue for me. Maybe not all, but for me.