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Dec 07, 2009, 06:05 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2007
Location: Colorado
Posts: 9,092
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I know how tough it is waiting on the professional - they're ALWAYS booked and when you're feeling like this every day can seem like an eternity. I'm really glad you are setting up a meeting. It's an important step for you.
I know it seems depressing in some ways to realize this pattern, because you KNOW when you'll crash and you can't seem to avoid that horrible depressed state. However, it could also be a blessing in disguise. Until you get to see the doctor, you can guess what you mood will be like and when you can work best. Perhaps when you know you're going to crash you can plan fun activities for yourself (even just buying some bath soaps or some nice chocolates to eat) and set aside some YOU time for those times of the month/week. When you think your cycle is going up you can start planning more writing and school based activities.
Wishing you the very best. I'm really glad you get to go home for the holidays by the way =) I'm looking forward to going home to my family as well!
*hugs*  
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