That was a beautiful tribute. Your grandfather would have been pleased. And I'm sure that you're a loveable person who will be loved by many in the future- he loved you, so it must be true. Try to have a Happy Birthday tomorrow. Your grandfather would have wanted that. So have your cake & eat it, too!
Btw, I just joined PC this month, & I've seen lots of members' posts. I thought I was the only one who listed "Hell" as my location! (You have a good sense of humor.
Hugs.