I was going through a lot of stress and experiencing more than my usual dissociation. I was trying to understand
why, so I was researching trauma online. My mind was so noisy inside. Like there were a bunch of people screaming a me. This had been happening my whole life. I started reading a about DID and instantly my head got quiet. It was the most eerie thing. Then someone inside said "Finally....It's about damn time." Then, they all started coming forward and introducing themselves. I thought I was going crazy and was so scared!! I couldn't even talk with my T about it. One of the parts made a video for her about it. I waited until the end of session to tell her about it. I told her I couldn't talk about it and asked her to watch it after I left.

After all was said and done, she got me an evaluation with the best Dissociation/Trauma T in town. After a long interview and some testing I was diagnosed. I had such a hard time accepting it that I got re-evaled and recieved the same diagnosis.

That was just last March...and what a ride it's been.