So I maybe got over a year without cutting...I was so strong and I tried so hard to stop every urge. It worked for a while, but then I just broke down. What sucked was it was on my birthday in October too. I have been cutting periodically again...and I dont really know how to stop it because I thought I had it under control. :/
A lot of crap has happened to me recently though that I think attributes to it...my mom has been put in jail for attempted murder of my 2 year old sister...she's a paranoid schizophrenic and that worries me that I could have it...my dog that Ive had since I was 6 died last month. My grades have been plummeting. I've had a bf [now an ex] tell me he was gonna commit suicide over the phone, so I went with him to make sure he was okay, but everyone thought I was trying to run away because I didnt tell anyone...my dad has been flipping out on me, telling me how much of a screw up I am and how theres no excuse to have bad grades...but he doesnt get that I'm depressed all of the time...I live with 6 other people...things have been really rough.
But I guess I'm just asking for any suggestions?