I feel the same way. Sometimes I feel even more depressed because I think about how selfish I am to be this way when my family and friends care about me and have provided so much for me....and I am so fortunate to be where I am. Yet I can't help being depressed...I just hate feeling like I'm failing everyone who loves me, because they deserve better then me. There are so many people out there who have it worse then me....and I don't feel like I deserve what I have.