Low self esteem is a major symptom of depression. When I feel depressed, I just want to hide myself from anything that stands in my way. In resturnats I sit in the dark corner where no one can see me. Then the worst thingis that I feel that I am heavy when people tell me I am not and I know they are lying but they say "oh no youre not heavy at all." and then I go shopping and the persopn helping me is even heavier than I am says, "Oh you look like youre about the same size as me..." lol. Sory to rant but I think that self esteem issues are the worst. I wish everyone looked at eachother like a god. what I like to do is sit infront of a mirror and sort of concentrate on myself. And I only observe the things that are really goo about me. I love when my hair looks great, or I love when I dress in an outfit that I really look great it. I feel that it makes me fell like I can conquer the world.
I am sure you are a great person and beautiful in every way.
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Roman James
amborderie@sbcglobal.net
Bipolar Disorder
General Anxiety Disorder
Obssesive Compulsive Disorder
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