Crew - for sure not happy to have DID. But very happy that I have my alters with me who did protect me and save my life. When I had no one in the entire universe to help me or be even a single friend to me - I had them. I had me. It wsa not an ideal situation - but it was not my fault. I did not make myself DID. But I was very glad that I was not the only human on earth who had "others" the way I do. It can be so so lonely in this cruel world for some of us. We are our own internal support system. And it has kept us sane to spite it all :-)