I'm tired (physically AND emotionally), angry and frustrated, and I can't even go into detail because it would take forever, and issues that don't seem related somehow are.

I'm tired of fighting a battle with someone who thinks they're 100% right always. I'm tired of dealing with something that acts more like a politician who has to win at all costs than a human being. I'm tired of being uninsured and in dental pain. I'm tired of not being able to provide enough for my kids because he refuses to give me a tax break. I'm tired of still being a victim and having all of my anger stem from someone that I was supposed to be rid of 5 years ago.

Where's MY knight in shining armor who will let me move in with my kids rent free and pay all my living expenses to boot? I'm supposed to provide for my kids financially and emotionally and without a single tax break or government assistance because of his shady financial maneuvering, while he supports a g/f and her kid and ignores his own kids' emotional and financial needs.

It's not fair.

I want to give up and I can't.