(((((((Googley))))) Jes start writing, anything, whatever cmes to your mind even if it sounds like yo're on something. A lot of what brings on these feelings is the anticipation of having to hammer out a perfect peiece of work, and if I'm deressed, then I don't want to either. Just give it a go. You can always take the nonsense out later, but just break the inertia. Hang in there, hon!