well i made it 9 days this time. but i fond my selth in a bad place last night and endedd up s/i & almost got cought cuse i did not notice i was still driping blood one i went back into publick.it seems no mater how fast or far i run i run back twice as fast.whay cant i beat this dum habbit? is it even worth the time and engery i put in to stop one i jest ending up s/i again?