It gets to me so bad somedays where I want to smack myself for being so angry, and I try really hard to not spew crap from my mouth but sometimes what I say comes out so mean and vindictive that it makes me cringe let alone how other people feel, and Im NOT that type of person, being a people pleaser and nasty like that dont go together, its like the more mad at myself I get the more crap that comes out of me. Make sense?
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There is a delicate balance of putting yourself last and not being a doormat and thinking of yourself first and not coming off as selfish, arrogant or bossy. We spend the majority of our lives attempting to perfect this balance.
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