I'm So Confused At The Mo, You See I Keep Getting The Nagging Feeling That I Need A Drink, And It Hurts So Much As I Often Can't Have One, I'm Such An Waste Of Space, I Used To Drink Evreyday But I Soon Replaced That With Cutting But Then I Needed Both, It Feels Better To Drink And Then Cry, Usually I Feel Too Numb To Cry When Sober So I Turn To Alcohol.I Prefere Drinking Alone, To Not Have To Share The Guilt Of It, My Thoughts And Feelings Are All Wrong. I Feel So Numb. I Have To Bleed To Feel....Something.