Hi, Stephiifaye92! Huge events deserve a huge post.
You are facing tremendous stressors. Do you see any way you could release one or two of those stressors? Do you have anyone else to whom you can speak freely - friends, school counselors, school nurse, community help?
Wishing you a little rest from all that!
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My dog
mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.