((((Zloppy))))

Thank you for reaching out and posting. I hear you and I am sorry you are feeling so bad. I can hear you like her, and there is nothing wrong with that. But allowing someone to consume you is not good for you. I know that sometimes we do want things and seems like nothing else will do, but have you heard the saying that if you like something let it go, if it comes back to you it is yours, if it doesn't it was never meant to be.

I believe that there is someone out there for everyone. Sometimes it takes time to find them. If we wait, it will come. If we reach too far ahead, we may lose the very thing we were reaching for.

I am not saying that she is not the one or that you should not like her. But have you tried to talk to her? I know that anxiety is not fun, but take a chance and just see what happens. Start out with just saying hi. I know it is not easy believe me. But with practice you can do this.

Just because someone else does not think she is pretty, does not mean you cannot. Just give it time and see where it goes. Things will work out just the way they are suppose to.

Please keep posting and keep us informed on how you are doing. Know we care and are thinking of you. Sending you gentle hugs.

dps