The past few years have been extremely difficult at Christmas time with whats gone on with my family. Still I had hope for some good to come of it with having my PC family. But this year, with whats happened to Muffy, and NWTR and bunnies... and Orange Blossom.. and who knows who else.. I don't have that hope anymore. In my dreams last night.. and the Grinch truly did come and steal Christmas away from us by taking some of the best people here at PC away from us. I am so deeply hurt and sad that this had to happen. This place will never EVER be the same again.

P.S. I dont mean anything bad about a lot of the people here, please don't get me wrong. I just had such a deep bond with those who have left.. that is why I am so hurt and saddened by it all.