Thanks for the concern. I talked to my T today about some of this. He knows when to intervene. I see him twice each week and will see my p-doc on Dec. 21. I am under good watch.

I just feel like I have to wait quietly for the whatever it is...

I had some people talking in my ear a few weeks ago and I feel like they are waiting until I am worthy of hearing them again. I couldn't get quite what they said, so I am waiting for them to speak again. I think they are the ones who are in the ether...