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Originally Posted by lonegael
How are you doing , Berries?
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About the same, thank you. Depressed and a little disappointed.
I did what was a very big deal for me--I was invited for coffee by a girl from my DBSA support group and I went, yesterday.
It was extremely difficult for me. The conversation on my part was stilted and awkward. She probably thinks I have no personality at all. I also didn't really like her. I didn't dislike her. I think she is a nice person. Just no chemistry. But maybe that's my fault. I have been friendless for so long...
I had really hoped for more to come out of the (as Turquoisesea puts it) "play date". Like we would bond and become really close friends. I don't think that is happening.
So, I am back to being depressed, disappointed, frustrated and scared.
I just want to go to sleep and stay that way ( sans the nightmares)
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I love your faults because they are part of you and I love you. --my BFF
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Last edited by Berries; Dec 09, 2009 at 03:23 PM.
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