I think this is something that will be of great help to you, so

for sending the application. The mental health center I'm going to works like this and they helped some. They got me a real easy part time job and they're talking about finding me a place to live. The other positive thing is that I met some really great people I can talk to and hang out with.
All this to say that even if you don't follow through it'll definitely be a positive experience

So tell the negative thoughts I said "Shut up"
Good luck, my friend