thanks guys, yeah i saw my T today....all i conveyed though was that i didnt wanna take themmmmm and her getting my parents involved is sorta forcing me to have to take them (even though i allowed her) its just hard to discuss something i dont even wanna mention ya know? like "avoid the idea, it goes away" sorta thing...i guess, i feel liek talking about it, makes it seem like im okay with the idea when im totally not....